Hi Carol and welcome! I'm so sorry to hear about your mother and grandmother. As you've been a forum observer for awhile, you probably know that we're all here for similar reasons; we've become aware of our own risk factors and/or we have a family history. This forum gives us the opportunity to share, debate and continue searching for answers.
If you haven't already, you may want to browse our Newcomers Forum Primer
. It was written by our physician member, Stavia, and I believe it's the most comprehensive source of information for APOE-e4 carriers you'll find.
Looking forward to learning more about you, Carol, as well as some insights into the swag you mentioned!