33 year old 4/4 - big shock and struggling to process it
Posted: Mon Apr 23, 2018 10:29 am
Hi all,
I am so glad this forum exists as I need to share this information with somebody.
I don't think I have a new story but found out a few weeks ago I am a 4/4 and I have been obsessively thinking about it ever since. Day and night. I sort of stumbled in to the results without really considering the impact the information would have!
I am struggling to see positivity in anything at the moment, I'm sure as time passes it will be easier to digest but I will never 'unknow' this information and as a result all of my hopes and dreams now seem futile.
I have read the primer and very grateful for the information, I
I also don't have a support network around me so this battle is taking place inside my head. I had managed to get myself to a positive outlook in my life before getting this result, now it seems like an impossible objective.
Finally, since the result I am hyper sensitive to my cognition, noticing every time I forget anything when speaking or every time I forget what I was doing.. Thinking these are my symptoms starting.
I know this is a negative post, I'm feeling very down about the whole thing and would appreciate any advice or support.
I am so glad this forum exists as I need to share this information with somebody.
I don't think I have a new story but found out a few weeks ago I am a 4/4 and I have been obsessively thinking about it ever since. Day and night. I sort of stumbled in to the results without really considering the impact the information would have!
I am struggling to see positivity in anything at the moment, I'm sure as time passes it will be easier to digest but I will never 'unknow' this information and as a result all of my hopes and dreams now seem futile.
I have read the primer and very grateful for the information, I
I also don't have a support network around me so this battle is taking place inside my head. I had managed to get myself to a positive outlook in my life before getting this result, now it seems like an impossible objective.
Finally, since the result I am hyper sensitive to my cognition, noticing every time I forget anything when speaking or every time I forget what I was doing.. Thinking these are my symptoms starting.
I know this is a negative post, I'm feeling very down about the whole thing and would appreciate any advice or support.